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Thursday, July 29, 2010

A random thought.

I realized that when it comes to love, i have very high expectations, unnoticingly.

I remb how i used to laugh at those girls who states the requirements of their partner.
Seriously, how many of them actually do go into a r/s with their 'dream guy'.

BUT, i suddenly realized that actually, I am like them. I didnt realized that i have been rejecting due to flaws i find it, 'not up to my standard'. Honestly, i told liyin that somehow, i have been setting very high expectations.... its a very small flaw but yet, i can't bring myself to accept it...

Isn't love blind and all about accepting one's flaws and good points? Maybe that's why i don't agree that love is blind...

this few days, i finally sort out my feelings and had an epiphany. Actually, the one that i was searching for, although not entirely perfect, was him.

Well no one's perfect and he was really the one who was there for me when i was down and cheered me up. Ben and Jerry ice cream - apple crumble. Movie -My Girlfriend is an Agent.. late night smses, consolation - Wanting to come down all the way to siglap to look for me... Precious memories.

But it's too late alr... i am just glad that we had a short but wonderful time together and that we are still friends after all this. I am happy that he's happy too...

May i meet my prince charming soon... Waiting for Lim Liyin to intro. haha.

Hi, my name is alina. NYJC 1032 currently. NYCO Percussionist. Singapore Can Speak Top 16. I LOVE the colour lime green. Wishes to be a lawyer! :) ... more